So I am moving to myspace.com...

why?

Simply because I don't really like this space...
It's Microsoft Windows Live Spaces...
First of all, I don't like Microsoft...
Secondly, I don't like Windows...
Thirdly, I don't like either Microsoft or Windows...

So... too bad... I am gonna move~~~~

Microsoft is no good! Microsoft is evil~~~

So, please, if you are interested, move to myspace.com with me~~~

Please come often to my new blog in Myspace~~

Click right here to go to the new blog!

In demon days, it's cold inside

You don't get nobody, people sigh

It's so bad, lasting far, but love yourself

Hiding in a hole in there

All the glasses are too big

Bring it back, got to hold it back

To let you do that yet you don't want me back

Before it fall down, falling down falling down

Falling out to go far from the sun


In these demon days it's so cold inside

So hard for a good soul to survive

You can't even trust the air you breath

Because Mother Earth wants us all to leave

When lies become reality

You numb yourself with drugs and T.V

Lift yourself up it's a brand new day

So turn yourself round

Don't burn yourself, turn yourself

Turn yourself around into the sun !


To the sun, to the sun...

To the sun, to the sun...


Demon Days - Demon Days - Gorillaz

Just checked out my high shool bandmate's blog.
Not quite impressing, but little bit disappointing.
Sure, that was a very fun time jamming with each other.

You see, making music is not for fame, nor for money, 'cause they are not important at all compared to the music itself.
It's about expressing your feelings, getting your inspiration out of your own little brain, sharing your ideas with close friends.
It really doesn't matter that whether it sounds good or not.
It really doesn't matter that none might actually gonna like it~

What matter is that, they are our music.
Ours, not anyone elses music, meaning that it's we are the ones who can truely understand it, and can have fully control of it.

It puts a big smile on my face everytime I listen to our old recordings.
I can recall at which part we made mistake, and at which part we smiled at each other because we made a good transition.
That is worthwhile, and that's good enough, right?
That means something for us. They are the memories we are gonna talk about all the time.

So don't give it up. You might have put it down for a while, but it's really not hard to pick it up again.
'Cause that's what we did, and what we do. right?

eXpanism is the four of us.
And you, are the one of us.

(This is a reply to the entry below:
http://zhibiaolai.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!C8DEE24A91F12349!217.entry)

UBC students Burt and Ernie both sit in front of Buchanan A building after their Econ 301 course. Burt is holding 4 cookies and 6 glasses of milk, and Ernie is holding 9 glasses of milk. Don't ask me, I don't know why.

Ernie likes Burt's cookie, so she wants to trade 9 glasses for 3 of Burt's cookies.

Burt said, "What da f*ck... go away.."

Then Ernine says to Burt, "Burt, your marginal rate of substitution is -2. That means that an extra cookieis worth only twice as much to you as an extra glass of milk. I offered to give you 3 glasses of milk for every cookie you give me. If I offer to give you more than your marginal rate of substitution, then you should want to trade with me."

but Burt replies, "Ernie, you are right that my marginal rate of substitution is -2. That means that I am willing to make small trades where I get more than 2 glasses of milk for every cookie I give you. but 9 glasses of milk for 3 cookies is too BIG a trade. My idifference curves are not straight lines, you see."

I don't know whether Burt or Ernie is smarter, but I just want to say,

LOOK AT THEIR CONVERSATION, HOW SAD!

I couldn't believe.
I was numb.
I was calm.
I told myself that it wasn't true.

I could still see you breathing.
I could still picture you get up and say hi to me.

but, it's the night that simulates my emotion.

I started to think that, you might not be able to breath.
I started to think that, you might not be able to get up and say hi to me.

It was you lying in the hospital bed, though.
Or it wasn't you, it's just a body relying on the machine to function.

If it was you, you won't be there so quitely.
If it was you, we won't be there with sadness on our faces.

I started to think that,
we are useless.
we are weak.
we are nothing at all.

I am useless.
Although I could see you, I couldn't help you, at all.
I remembered that, we said "we will take care of each other."
But I couldn't.
There is really nothing I can do to bring you back.

I am useless.
Although I could see your mom, I couldn't help her, at all.
I wanted to say her something comforting, something understanding.
But I couldn't.
There is really nothing I can do to comfort her from being desperate about her son's death.

You are gone, but we are still here for you.

Rest in peace, Kent.

And it is another kind of hot.

It's humid, and hot.

So if you sweat, it doesn't help you at all...

Now I miss the weather in Vancouver... it was hot there too, but not the same kind...

And when it's hot and boring, it gets a lot worse.

It's nice to stay home and enjoy the air conditioner,

but it's not nice if i stay home aaaaaaaaaaaaaallllllllllllllll the time...

I should go places, like Hongkong and Guangzhou.

Although there is nothing other than shopping and meeting friends,

but it's better than feeling so empty and bored everyday, no?

After all, there is only 2 weeks left...

Oh well~~ I know it's been a long time...

but I can't just post something about nothing at all...

well actually I am doing this now... but anyways...

So yeah, just to tell all of you, everything is going perfectly fine here~~

And I am going back to China in August~

Really looking forward to meet my "eXpanism" band member,

I really miss the days we jammed in a small band room....haha

And... I bought this game, "Brain Age" for NDS~

This game is cool! It has a lot of stupid tast but they aren't really that stupid...

It's based on a research in Japan which claim that it can train your brain~~~

Haha, I know I know, not many people believe in this.

But it is entertaining~~ if you have an NDS, check this out~~

Probably the best animation MV I have seen.

Worth checking out.

Nizlopi - JCB
watch it now!

People like to wear nice clothes and shoes.

Some even like to wear pretty clothes which are not able to keep them warm;
some like to wear pretty shoes which hurt their feet.

What is the original purpose to wear clothes and shoes?
Clothes are made to keep us warm,
and shoes are made to prevent our feet from being hurt.

If we easily give up those purpose for looking nice instead, then how hard is it for us to give up the purpose of our lives?

Or, do we still have a purpose for live?

why don't they build one here....?

and make it like the new one in NY....

there is a image below...